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hope this new year would be BETTER!

azam baru? I wanna get married...HAHA isni ku~

aku pun tak tahu, just wanna get into music class. ;)

What a boring weekend for me. well.. I'm always bored. HA-HA nada fun langsung.. bejalan pun nada this weekend. cuma dirumah meghadap laptop dan men-strumming guitar =.='. Yesterday we had a steamboad/steamboat.. oh whatever then.. entah lah . the thing is I'm bored, I barely jalan sudah with sis Nana. Nada kana offer so nada lah tu.. Just stayed at home .. jalan sama kawan inda jua dapat. awu meng-complain ku ne pasal aku mau. :P

Anyway I just made a Myspace, cause I prefer Myspace than Facebook I think.

thants all I think. aright. I'm changing my blogskin right now. toodles.




this is the second time I post about them,
I rally like this video mahn! yes ofcourse ada Joel Piper and Ross Kneyon sana,
and the other thing is.. they way the bang their head in the same time, and the way they jump at the same time really makes me go gaga! haha so enjoy!

I just had a "OH MY GOD" kind of dream! hahah
I had a photoshoot with Joel Piper, and wish that was coming true. HAHA
cause I was so obessed about him!
I don't know why I just had a dream about him, maybe because his wonderful song was stuck in my head and I kept on singing his song , wooooo!

this post is about all of my bestfriends (:

first of all I wanna post about is

Yurisa Faizura :
SHE'S FUN TO BE WITH! She entered our school around 2006 in primary 6 with me, and I used to hate her cause of she always look at me like never seen a human befired and abit "setaie" hahah and well.. she felt the same way too. HAHA, We always kana pangill "Lazy Girl" oleh cigu Alice cause of our lazy-ness to attend school. HAHA, when we're from 1 we stared to be friends cause of "this secret plan" that we want o do.. well inda menjadi pulang plan atu and .. ahirnya ya jadi bestfriend ku, we always laughed like all the time, our life is kinda same actualy.. she's pretaaay and stylish too. haha. i miss you bebeb!

Khairina Effendy :
si lawa! si Dayangku Sarah .. cause ya skali imbas macam Dayangku Sarah. haha woops :x.. Her voice is "lating" i must say.. I adore her much.. and ya ani manja I must say hahah. I've know her since I was in primary 5 I think.. and used to hate her too! hahah cause of i-don't-know-why. aku mula be kawan sama ia since aku menahan form 1.. hahah! aku tau bari malu form 1 sudah menahan =.=' tapi biar tialah.. we kinda shared everything together, IloveYou bebeh!

Salihah and Safiyah Ali ;
First of all. felt sorry for your dad who has passed away few weeks ago.. Salihah , I adore her face, her mixed face.. hahah apakaaan~ well you both are beautiful I must say, and the used to be my enemy too! Safiyah : because her lame-ness. Salihah : her "ambung" face. haha then I found out they are fun to be with! they are so adorable.

Five of us is like a sister sudah! I loveyou.. I just realize that my enemy become my OWN BESTFRIEND! a great BESTFRIEND!

Trish Nordin ;
I M.I.S.S Y.O.U babe.. macam kita jarang contact sudah I must say. You didnt even open your msn and I was missing to have a chat with you darling.. maybe we'll barely meet , now kita inda Ugama lagi, I dont know how to meet you, aku bukanya kana lapaskan bejalan pun . hmmph :/
I had so many stories to tell you darling.. I effing miss you.
I know her since Im in Primary 3 in Ugama School.. and We're bestfriend.. including si Amal Fatin Syazwanie. :D and until now I'm still having a good relationship with her. piwit~.

Zyy Zulkefli :
My Mummy! My Everything lah! hahah like I said she always there when I need her, She always giving me a support, and she has faith in me.. I don't know what to do without her I must say. Shes the best Mummy! and she adore Aniq so MUCH! and I adore her BABY ALSO! I wanna meet her one day and her baby to, thanks for everything mum, iloveyou!


END!
(will update about others soon)
Goodbye..

Theres 4 meaning of goodbye.

1.Never See Each Other Again.
2.Breakup.
3.Just For Now.
4.Died or something.

Well.. I'm having the Number 1 goodbye situation.
Which is hard to face it. SERIOUSLY!
This lately I've been feeling down.. for a few reason. and
when I heard this " We'll Never See Each Other Again" ? its really disappointing and breaks my heart so MUCH! how would you feel? when someone you love says that? okay this is not my boyfriend , its my FRIEND who said that, and its a big OUCHY thing for me.

I have to agreed with that.

I wonder how U can served foods right on time after tired working for 8hrs in the office.
I wonder how U can sent us home and school but still can smile and laugh.
I wonder how U can survive raising us up and still bein d best for our DAD.
I wonder how U can stand with us - The 7, each with different needs and wants.
There's no one can replace you as much as no one can brought us to the world. Deep inside we love you so much but 7 of us have different way of showing it :D

When you smile it's so priceless
When you frown it's so contagious
When you laugh it's makes us chukles
When you cry it's makes us cheerless

"When Will I Realize" Lyrics

ive read in the books of the miracles youve done
its seems that ive forgot that you are the only one
who keeps my heartbeat moving
and whos blood has broke the chains
im tired of just looking backwards
now i can see strait

when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

you are my life
right now if i just trust you
one day ill stand beside you
together well break the barriers
please pick me up and heal my wounds
theres nothing i cant do with you

when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

lets not wast any time
lets cross this finish line
together we'll make it
then mountains youll shake them
cmon ill hold on tight

when will i realize i cannot go on with out you
when will i realize i am so full of value

you are my light
you broke the iron bars before me
you made a path and now im going
you woke me up from this deep sleep that i fell in
im dreaming big there are no limits
im tired of taking you for granted


when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

I've got this song name I Miss Your Open Arms by Avery Pkwy which wins my heart to make me hear it a thousand time without getting bored of it, SERIOUSLY! Im thinking to make a cover of this song and a song name Emily from First To Last. :D , but still im not confident with my wired voice, my voice is more like a MAN and less like a WOMEN, which makes me feel shy to have a conversation in the phone or anywhere with someone new. ;)

School will be open soon, 2weeks more, I havent buy any stuff except new uniform for school, I still need to buy a new cool Bags and brand new sneakers for school, well.. NO GIRLY SCHOOL SHOES FOR ME PLEASE! :D , i dont like it, i prefer sneakers cause its comfortable .. BOOKS? havent buy it, Sir Tim ask us not to buy it first, afraid that theres might be a few changes , PAYAH JUA EH PASAL SYSTEM BARU pa indah ani, haha. i think thats all, my new playlist
; Bless The Fall - God Wear Gucci
; Bless The Fall - Heres the song you want.
;Avery Pkwy - 1) Tell Me 2) I Miss Your Open Arms.
; Every Avenue - Clumsy Little Heart.
; Broadway - AWOL.
; Every Avenue - Happy The Hard Way.
; Low Shoulder - Through The Trees.
; Versaemerge - 1)Whisperer. 2)Moment Between Sleep.
; Florance And The Machine - A Kiss With A Fist.

with love ;
Ulyani Musa B.
All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.



It was totaly fun I must say.
A laugh out loud thingy mesti ada inda sah dalam sehari, ant the bad thing is we've got flu and coughing. Ain't cool . And Nini betahan at hospital for few days cause of "Dugal" kali I think so, so if night time we go to hospital to meet Nini lah, eh cakap melayu tah kali ku eh, sikalur english ku. BROKEN!

Siuk lah yang penting sik, Apek and Mamat sekajap saja sleepover arah nini's place becausenya dorang ada duty for jaga nini time malam, and seriously kalau tinggal sana tu gamuk jadinya ehh, inda beranti kan makan saja wah keraja kami. Asal kan tidur ia jua makan, bangun pun aher ani bah tidurnya pun aher kemamut. kemamut means kanmati. HAHAH

So few days tu tinggal Pkah , Yeyah sama aku saja, and kami selalu ketakutan kalau malam terutama sekali aku sama Pkah. HAHAHA LAME kan, kan ke jamban pun minta dangani, kedapur pun minta dangani, tapi who cares.. aku tu banarnya tunggu Gkah kan tidur rumah Nini tapi inda dapat yatah buring ku, nanti sajalah cous ah kita tidur sana sama sama. hahaha.

END.

Somewhere closer I can hear the wedding bell
It's a fine day I am wearing a blue shirts like the sky
I am standing in the line while holding confetti
I see the girl of my dream is shining like the sun beside him

Won't you marry me if I could be a rich boy
Won't you marry me if I could be very handsome
Won't you marry me if I could be a tall guy
Don't you marry him if I could be in the next life

You're an idol in high school He was a quarter back
He has sold me a photocopy of your photgraph
I am standing in the line while holding confetti
I see the girl of my dream is smiling like the sun in her wedding dress

Won't you marry me if I could be a rich boy
Won't you marry me if I could be very handsome
Won't you marry me if I could be a tall guy
Don't you marry him if I could be in the next life

Maybe not... She don't remember me
Maybe not... She don't know how I feel
Maybe not... She don't even know my last name

Won't you marry me if I could be a rich boy
Won't you marry me if I could be very handsome
Won't you marry me if I could be a tall guy
Don't you marry him
He's just another stupid in the next life

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

reff:
selama aku masih bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu

meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
status ; is laughing pasal si Trish and Apys and still MAD about that GUY.


Alright at first I wanna talk about my friend.. not just a friend, BESTFRIEND as you can say, falling inlove with A GUY who DIDNT LOVE HER BACK, and I'm mad abiut it, its not because he didnt love him, what I mad about is , HE'S SUCH A SWEETALKER! I admit, he did sweetalk with me, I know already since my first time chat with him, he's such a freak! I admit, and some of my friends too, I gave her advice, I didnt force her to forget him or anything, I just warned her about boys this lately.. You know what I mean, some of people can melt because of what we always said " AYAT-AYAT POWER" hahaha.

this is to the person who sweet talk with my bestfriend until she fall for you..
"Jangan mainkan perasan orang kalau kau nada hati langsung dengan ya, apa rasa mu mun bini bini buat kau cematu? kau tau ya fall arah kau since bulan 2 sudah, now baru ya tau kau nada hati langsung arah ya? apa rasa mu? hurt kan? I know how does it feel, aku tau situation my friend right now, ofcourse ya sedih, I know her very well Mister!!! and jangan kan menipu saja wah , PUH-LEASE! hope kau sadar lah and inda mustahil kau kan kana balik ne, karma baby! "
anyway sorry aku said like this, its just the fact and aku marah banar ne pasal kau ne.


Anyway..

I'm happy for Trish jua, cause you know why ! hahah its so funny. anyway I miss you much darling,




She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

There is something you don't know about me, that is



i envy you really much Syazana. cool!
really proud of you.