Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 10:45 PM
i've been to hell and back . i trip over myself . i spill shit . i laugh like an idiot . i cuss at people i don't even know . i talk shit , and i get myself into stupid things . Drama , i start it , and i can finish it too . i get into trouble , i make trouble . i'm not smart when it comes to drugs and alcohol . i MESS up , i FUCK up , i FALL up , i TRIP up , i SCREW up . i take the hit and stand straight like i wasnt even touched . the pain is worth it because it makes me REALIZE that i just cant blink my eyes and have it all go away . or click some special damn red shoes and go back home . Everything thats hurt its worth it , because i FEEL it . Life is real! and i'm messing it everyday in everyway . People ask if i regrets? HELL TO THE FUCKING NO!
because at the point i think back , laugh , and remember the hell of an interesting life i had . that taught me a lesson . i'm on the earth for a goddamn reason. making mistakes dosent makes me less like a person . its makes me stronger than i already am . learn the hardway . get my punishment , understand the reason of discpline , have no complaints and no regrets . Eye open , chin up , mouth smiling , deep breathes . We're ALIVE and we were made to learn from the stupid shit we do , so sit the fuck back and enjoy the fucking show . Life is what i want it to be . the power is mine and in my hands to make it what i want . blink once , think twice . no one can tell me how to live MY LIFE , and i REFUSE to let them take over my wheel . Once you in my car , you're gonna get the ride of your life . So hold on tight . Put on your seetbelts .
BECAUSE IT GONNA BE A BUMPY RIDE!!!
"☮ ♥ :-)" - Cynthia Koh